i feel mentally tired.



must things really go this way?
yes, it might have been my choice.
but tell me. is this the right one?
i thought life would be alot easier.
but hell no, nothing seems right;
nothing at all.

wake me up if you think i'm asleep
spray water to my face in this coma
make me feel alive with eyes wide open.
please, i'm begging you. help me.

as days passed, i thought i felt happy.
but people around me never seemed to agree.
so is this about them, or me?
i've always laughed and smiled.
but what they saw was only tears hiding inside.
can i change? make me change. please.





Je t'aime, toujours.